
I received the phone call that we all think, hope and pray, we never will get. Although it was almost
a week ago, I still at moments do not believe it. Never have I felt such pain.
My mother was killed last Thursday evening in a horrible and tragic accident. She walking across the street at an intersection. She almost made it to the other side.
She was on her way back up to New York, from Florida, to live near myself and the rest of her family. We were both so excited.
She only had four more hours to go.
Never again will I talk on my phone as I drive,
or pick it up to see who is calling.
I won't rush through a yellow light or become upset as I wait for someone to cross the street.
I don't know if I will ever run on the road again.
All I think about when I see a car pass is how it must have been for her.
In her memory, I am pleading with you to have some of the same forethought.
a week ago, I still at moments do not believe it. Never have I felt such pain.
My mother was killed last Thursday evening in a horrible and tragic accident. She walking across the street at an intersection. She almost made it to the other side.
She was on her way back up to New York, from Florida, to live near myself and the rest of her family. We were both so excited.
She only had four more hours to go.
Never again will I talk on my phone as I drive,
or pick it up to see who is calling.
I won't rush through a yellow light or become upset as I wait for someone to cross the street.
I don't know if I will ever run on the road again.
All I think about when I see a car pass is how it must have been for her.
In her memory, I am pleading with you to have some of the same forethought.

She was without a doubt, the most beautiful and caring person I will ever know.
She thought of others always, way before she thought of herself.
I was always so proud to say she was my mother.
She was a very young mother, who showed such strength and fierce love for her children.
I never knew the sacrifices she made for me until had my own children.
She taught me to be strong and independent, and to be quiet and caring.
I am having problems imagining a heaven right now, though I am trying.
I really hope there is one, because that is where she should be...with only peace, happiness and long lost loved ones to surround her.













9 comments:
Sorry can't be enough, but i am. and you are in my prayers...i cannot imagine. xo
I've been following your blog but have never commented until now. I am deeply sorry for your loss and cannot offer anything else other than prayers, thoughts and a hug.
Dearest Jenn, words seem so empty and so inadequate. I am so deeply sorry for your Mother's loss. May your sorrow be comforted with many healing memories of her love. Know that she surrounds you with her beautiful spirit and that, indeed, there is a heaven. Many blessings, Terri xoxo
I'm so sorry for your loss!I don't think that there are words,but the only thing I can say,she will stay in your heart all your life!
no worries at all, jen. i totally got the picture as you wrote. of which i forgot to say, was so thought provoking in itself and i thank you for that along with putting yourself out there, bare and raw. love and prayers, wanda
Jenn...love to you...I can feel her in you, in your words...and I celebrate her life with you now. My deepest sympathy to all of you and I will hold your words with me.
Hugs
i am so, so sorry for your loss.
I love your work and I am so sorry to hear about your mother. I lost my mom a year ago suddenly and I know the pain you are suffering. I pray that God gives you some peace with your pain! Thank you for the comment on my painting.
God, I cannot believe I didn't read this before. I lost my father 8 years ago, and my mom died several months ago after a horrible struggle with cancer. And I know - the pain is unbearable at times.
Unlike you, I waited and even prayed towards the end, for my mother's death. Even though, when it finally happens you find the hole in your heart so horribly painful and unfulfillable that at times you wish you could stop feeling the pain, or feeling at all.
But we do continue, as I know our mothers would wish for us. I wish I could tell you it gets better with time, the intervals grow longer. The hole in my heart grows bigger with time, as my life evolves and she is not part of it.
I am sending you a lot of hugs and good energy.
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