solitary

solitary
alone
with my thoughts..
no one else will know them.
I like that.
If I choose,
I may tell you..
if not,
they are only for me.
I cherish those thoughts.
But I will tell you,
they are of a smiling, sweet gentle soul,
one with the softest eyes I have ever seen.
I have found that I call them up so often,
in the past three weeks.
For that is all that I have left,
what my mind can see.
But you don't need to know this,
though I pray that when I do..
that sweet, gentle soul
feels a soft tug on her spirit.
xoxox.