Books about the afterlife taunt me from my nightstand..
piles of four or five of them at a time.
Dreams visit me at night..with so much symbolism being open to my interpretation.
Questions and scenes go through my head, longing
for what is lost pulls at my heart.

In the past three months I have read countless books about the possibility of life after death.
Once convinced..I now need convincing.
I must tell you I have had some very strange things happen to me since my mom died.
Though I will not tell you right now.
I will tell you..that two books that sort of helped ME the most were "The Afterlife Expirements"
by Gary Schultz and "Lessons from the Light" by George Anderson. If I had not read "The Afterlife Expirements" first, I would not have been ready for the second book by George Anderson. I don't as of yet have answers, but I don't think we are meant to..my nature is to keep looking..and I will continue to do that. I am doing ok though...though my life still feels quite empty without her..I guess that emptiness will always exist..as she is never coming back...but I am ok. Ok..with a different meaning than it had before.