Thank You

I wanted to say thank you to friends..old new, familiar and strangers alike.
So many have sent me kind words of comfort and reached out when you didn't have to..I truly appreciate that and will pay it forward, I now know how much kindness can help a sad, sad soul.
The whole fabric of my life changed in an instant.
The "it can't happen to me" happened. But I am going on...and trying to make sense of the senseless..So much tragedy happens every day..funny how you notice it more when you have experienced it. There is a "before and after" in the way I react to these things.
So much has happened in the past few months..and there are things I would love to share with you..but I just can't right now. Just know that I am ok...and working every day with myself and family to continue to find a different way through this world..without my mom on this earth.
And again..thank you..I will never forget the difference even the smallest act of kindness can make.

Take me into the beautiful

Take Me into the Beautiful

Take me into the beautiful, won't You take me back again
With a love unexplainable, come fill up this dry land
Let it open our eyes to see a world we've never seen
Let it open our hearts up to see You inside of us
You're here inside of me

Take me into the beautiful where the rivers flow
Where the love that never ends

(lyrics by Cloverton)

For you on Mother's Day

To the most cherished women in life..
I love you more than you will ever know..because I can no longer tell you.
I truly hope I brought you a piece of joy while you where here.
Every day pray I to a god I am not sure exists and ask him that if your soul
continues, though your body no longer walks on this earth,
that you may be living in glory.
For the first time..I won't buy you a beautiful card this year and mail it you...or send you beautiful flowers,
I won't be able to hear your voice, not on this Mother's Day..or ever again.
But I will forever hold your smile in my mind..and how safe and loved only you could make me feel.